Well, I had one small success this week - I am teaching myself to drink enough water! Tuesday and Wednesday were actially the right amount. I did not weigh /measure myself.
Sadly though, I realized I am having a hard time giving up my sweets. I am not even to the point of the white sugar and white flour. :( Without thinking several hershey kisses disappear at a shot...sometimes, there was a fleeting thought that I just completely dismissed.
Am I not ready for this? Am I too weak to do this? I am outright in rebellion? Maybe I don't really want to change...I don't know. Feeling kind of pathetic, and knowing I set a bad example for the kids (when I let them see me eating the junk food).